Thursday, March 31, 2005

talk is cheap

I've talked too much today.

lush. plush. blush. mush. gush.

The Qua'ran has been translated so many times, and yet I wonder whether the muslims consider it sacreligious. VendingMachineTerrorist says he thinks only some of them are. I met him today, clutching a book on Mohammad, spelt Muhammed. He said Arabs don't use 'bin' anymore. That bin Laden for example is just a family name. Just like how some Indians now use surnames as well, surnames.

We were discussing Karen Armstrong- and then I found out her 'seminal work' is on Buddhism. Which means I'll simply have to read it.

I want to read more of Rumi. I want to buy Khalil Gibran's The Prophet.

I want to watch Russell Peters.

I want more time, and less procrastination. I want less hot nights. I want not to hear the empty sound of my own voice echoing in my head. I want not to type all this crap out because it's just me talking - online. But if I don't, then I'll simply talking to myself, in my head.

And so I keep talking.

Talk is cheap afterall.

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

blogger power

in another case of the blogging world being one of the 1st places to get news, the Sumatra earthquake was 1st reported on blogs all over before hitting news networks.

Hello blogger power!

Apparently it's 8.2 on the Richter scale- pretty close to the tsunami quake's force.

A quake on Boxing Day and another on Easter Monday. Is something trying to tell us something?

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

changing the world

I've always wanted to change the world,
make a difference.

and I realise I already am.
One person at a time.

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

crap quiz



1. First name: Bec

2. Were you named after anyone? Well, my parents haven't told each other this, but my mum named me after a kid she babysat while she was studying in the UK. My dad on the other hand, agreed to the name because it was the name of the hottest girl in med school who 'played beautiful piano'.


3. Do you wish on stars? well, if they're shooting stars, I do it for the hell of it. But since I only see them out in the country, and when you're there you see one about every 15minutes or so, I run out of things.


4. When did you last cry? Gosh. no idea. I don't cry as a general rule


5. Do you like your handwriting? eh. sometimes. my handwriting has moods

6. What is your favorite lunch meal? hmmm. pasta. and salad.

7. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? Maybe. yeaaaah. I think so.

(where is 8?)


9. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? no. sometimes I tell the story. But that's about it.

10. Do looks matter? Yes, and you'd be lying if you said it didn't. That said, it's not paramount. Certainly in dating, it's not high on my list.

11. How do you release anger? oh I have my ways and means.

12. Where is your second home? Well, sadly, it's uni. or work.

13. Do you trust others easily? NO NO NO NO NO. Did I say No?

14. What was your favo(u)rite toy as a child? gosh. the ghostbusters marshmallow man.

15. What class in school do you think was totally useless? They were all useful, in their own way. I mean, I was able to do some good daydreaming in some of those classes.

16. Do you have a journal? gee. i wonder what this is.

17. Do you use sarcasm a lot? see above.

18. Favorite movie(s)? moulin rouge, before sunset

19. What are your nicknames? i have heaps. Zee, birdie II, bec c (not bec tea), cat.

20. Would you bungee jump? yeah.

21. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? nope. I'm a lazy ass.

22. Do you think that you are strong? haha. well for my size I am.

23. What's your favourite ice cream flavour? hmm. black sesame? one of my faves anyway. I love Rocher gelato too.

24. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? oh gee. should I pick one from a list? I hate that I'm a control freak on myself.

25. Who do you miss most? oh. the fab 5 back home. without doubt.

26. Do you want everyone you send this to send it back? yeah well, why the hell not.

27. What color pants are you wearing? Black.

28. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Any colour but the colour I was most probably. *snort*

29. Last person you talked to on the phone? ChinaDoll

30. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? their entire person. Then their personality.

31. Do you like the person who sent this to you? well, yes.

32. How are you today? ok I guess. Stressed from school. tired from work, but in a good mood because I just found out I don't need to buy a punjabi suit.

33. Favorite drink? oooh. at the moment its green tea and quince. weird but true.

34. Favorite sport? hmmm. to watch or play. Of all the sports I've played I love TaeKwonDo the most. But swimming is my most enduring. To watch, figure skating. Michelle Kwan man. Michelle Kwan all the way.

35. Hair Color? Naturally, a very very dark ash brown. Right now, I'm a chestnut brown with light brown and blonde highlights.

36. Do you wear contacts? Yes. But they KILL my eyes

37. Favorite food? Chinese, Italian, Japanese.

38. Last movie you watched? *furrows brow* I almost saw The Aviator, but didn't. I think the last one I saw was Garden State....Oh! I KNOW!!!! Bride and Prejudice!!!...no wait. Constantine???? GAH. CAN'T REMEMBER.

39. Favorite day of the year? I don't know. My favourite days are always bittersweet. and they always around March.

40. Scary movies or happy endings? *wrinkles nose*


41. Summer or winter? Winter

42. Hugs or kisses? Hugs

43. What is your favorite dessert? eh. don't have one. I'm more of a savoury person.

44. Who is most likely to respond? *shrugs*

45. Who is least likely to respond? *double shrug*

46. Living arrangements? Alone

47. What's on your mouse pad? Good question.

48. What did you watch last night on TV? Funny you asked. I didn't watch TV.

49. Favorite smell? oooh. many things. food, perfume.

50. Rolling Stones or Beatles? as a general rule, beatles. but! I like the Rolling Stones too!

51. Do you believe in evolution or creationism? Evolution.

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

ah quit yer whining bitch

yeah yeah I know. I really should. But I can't help it!

Listening to Salma Hayek singing La Bruja atm and I have to say I've heard better. Still. Not Bad.

Tired, and very very pissed off that my lecturer has disapproved of a second subject proposal from a different subject. GAH GAH GAH.

This has NEVER happened before.

Monday, March 14, 2005

3 months left (redux)

I have to live it up.
and that includes sex, drugs, and music of choice.

Monday, March 07, 2005

3 months left

I have to start saying my goodbyes into the autumn wind.

It's such a paradox that my goodbyes have to start emotionally, when all that's left when I leave will be in my heart.

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I just realised that Logan from Dark Angel, and Special Agent D'Nozo from NCIS are one and the same person! PHWOAR!!!!

Friday, March 04, 2005

definitely getting fat

my god.

Thursday, March 03, 2005

getting fat. again.

that's it. hello diet.

woke up at 6.30 today so that I could get to the one and only Balance class I can make all week. I swear, I'm not a morning person, but if I don't do my Balance class, I go even nuttier than I already am. And not in a nice way. Normally, I'm nice nuts. Without Balance, I'm not-nice-nuts.

we were made to do some weird position I couldn't manouvere myself into. Think I couldn't let go enough. Must attempt at home.

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

I feel like cooking

I feel like quitting my job so I have more time to cook. HA. how weird is that.



menu for subsequent days:

steak in homemade shitake sauce

omelette with cheese, onion and mushrooms

sauteed mushrooms

chicken and brocolli

walnut, apple and rocket salad (maybe watercress hmm)

taiwanese egg chiffon

I really feel like:

eating foie gras

buying some charmaine solomon sauces

baking moussaka

and making orh ni